It’s still tough to smile, but I’m not frowning. I’m not looking ahead but I’m also not looking back. Nothing is clear, but it’s not really blurry either. I’m not ready to fight but I’m not ready to quit. Nothing is right, but nothing is wrong.
But everything happens for a reason, right?
in my experience, the state of simply "being"--as you've described as not moving forwards or stepping back--is EXTREMELY important and even beneficial! i use such times to seriously tend to my inner self: i meditate, i pray, i work on my feelings, my moods, my thoughts, my intentions, etc. i tend to my very soul, and THEN and only then, when i have found the emotional resonance and substance inside myself discovered by being alone with myself in my "middle times," i step forwards into the next phase of the adventure in my life, and i find that things follow me pleasantly and accordingly. life doesn't just happen to you; it follows you. i always say it, and i'll say it again: there's nothing more important than that you feel very good, because then good things MUST move in wondrous ways to catch up to you and meet you while you are on your way, simply being merry and happy and full of faith that things will fall into place! AND THEY WILL! i live it and i am smiling proof! Good Luck and keep us, your dear internet friends updated on your progress with things! love, love, and LOVE your way from your dearest (and pretty darn awesome) internet girl friend known as "cherry" xoxo
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