you're all i think about these days

It's so crazy when someone you know dies. Even if you weren't close, even if you were barely friends at all, it still breaks your heart. 

I recently found out that someone I had been close to in the past has died and he is all I have been thinking about for days. We honestly had not said a word to each other in over 3 years and it would have probably remained that way. Our friendship ended kind of awkwardly and to be honest, I pretty much completely forgot about him until I heard the news that he passed away. It's sad when things go this way- that we don't ever think about or remember a person, that was so close to us at one point, until they die and are gone forever. 

I want to encourage myself to revive lost friendships while I can, before it's too late, and remember all the special times I have had  with somebody because I want to, not because they are gone and that's all I can think about.

Mend the delicate fibers of a friendships while you still have the time and appreciate every second you have with someone close to your heart - that's what I've learned this week, I learned it the hard way. 

Rest in peace Trevor, thinking of you <3